{"id":94,"date":"2010-02-08T02:22:47","date_gmt":"2010-02-08T09:22:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.masterofthehouse.org\/?p=94"},"modified":"2017-05-27T11:45:23","modified_gmt":"2017-05-27T17:45:23","slug":"the-garden-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/masterofthehouse.org\/the-garden\/the-garden-part-1\/","title":{"rendered":"The Garden – Part 1"},"content":{"rendered":"
1<\/a> – 2<\/a> – 3<\/a> – 4<\/a> – 5<\/a><\/p>\n My garden existed before I was I. Luxurious flowers rainbowed in the Light The blanket, then bosom, to which I was pressed Enveloped to sleep saw this world fade away My parents had guided through life\u2019s tender years With loving compassion my mother shared loss, With brimming desire to see growth renew I studied my blossoms, my work barely thrived. My father, he angered my bottom to red My flowers had flourished, weeds did not prevail. Good was the receiving for what I had said But then a new blossom succumbed to the thorns, Relinquished to sorrow! Fresh needles my brand! The arduous labour with parents to guide My flowers were many \u2013 a bouquet renewed! \u2013 Experienced troubles, temptations revived My body matured while the calendar log I vainly loved garden, took credit as mine \u201cBe careful!\u201d my parents imparted to me My love for this duo held laughter within Excitement surrounded amid neoned light \u201cOh, look at your garden! The weeds try again!\u201d \u201cOur son, you must heed us and keep your spade near! My new freedom beckoned, oppressive yolk gone, In fantasy, liquid and chemical made, The blossoms of others, in beauty but frail, Then judgment was handed! Convicted of harm The world was my bearing. My labours forsook, And so I continued in jail and without, Then when I met woman of colours so fair My world given knowledge of weed flower ploys It was her pretty garden that bade her remainOne<\/span><\/h5>\n
\n Grace first declared it was to be
\n in due season, growing, prepared in the womb;
\n the manifest garden called \u201cme\u201d.<\/p>\n
\n were fragrant upon my first air,
\n yet, so isolated by hunger and want
\n I cried out my need and despair;
\n for warmth and the darkness where two hearts were one
\n and sustenance always at hand
\n were rudely departed in brightness and cold:
\n my shocking arrival to land.<\/p>\n
\n eased hunger and faded the chill
\n while voice so familiar (yet strange to my ears<\/em>)
\n sang comfort and led me to still.<\/p>\n
\n in dreams from my world of ago.
\n My garden was patient, awaiting my care
\n though cared for in this time to grow.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0<\/h3>\n
Two<\/span><\/h5>\n
\n and nurtured my new body sure.
\n Familiar, the \u201cNo!\u201d word, convenience and care
\n used well by my loved him and her.
\n And garden stayed beauty till that fateful day
\n when, bad advice heeded I lied.
\n Results stood apparent before my dismay:
\n a beautiful flower had died.<\/p>\n
\n then patiently showed me the way
\n to remove the lost plant and smooth out the soil
\n and water and weed everyday.
\n \u201cSo great is the struggle when first flower dies.\u201d
\n her wisdom to work through the pain,
\n \u201cI guide you to nurture, the work becomes yours
\n providing both sunshine and rain.\u201d<\/p>\n
\n I set forth naive to the toil:
\n my flowers must battle the measureless odds,
\n those weeds which vied with them for soil.
\n And each day I gardened my fervour then waned
\n (I realized how hard was my chore<\/em>)
\n for with every uproot of cumbersome tare
\n it seemed to replace with two more!<\/p>\n
\n I counted my labours a bore.
\n I let die another (for some yet remained<\/em>)
\n and false I had spoken once more.<\/p>\n
\n commanding my work to resume.
\n He pulled out the deadness with stern given words,
\n \u201cTill weeds go, remain in your room!\u201d
\n World-ending dilemma! Hard work versus wrath!
\n Hot needles urged \u2018cross my behind!
\n I opted to garden, resolve was renewed
\n (those needles had made up my mind<\/em>).<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0<\/h3>\n
Three<\/span><\/h5>\n
\n Rewards came for my speaking true,
\n but one weed, persistent, soon bloomed my delight:
\n I spoke false and nobody knew!<\/p>\n
\n (so pretty, the petals of weed<\/em>).
\n Why struggle the seedlings and raise to mature
\n when beauty was mine by one deed?
\n No one ever noticed reduction of plants
\n for beauty and colour remained.
\n And though my weed flowers soon withered away
\n more falsehoods saw new colour gained.<\/p>\n
\n choked lifeless as they did expand.
\n A wrong I committed with gain to be had:
\n I took what was not mine in hand.<\/p>\n
\n Hot coals for my works now passed on!
\n And clear explanation had my garden shown
\n thick thistles with beauty long gone.
\n So my loving parents gave counsel in work
\n to clear out the weeds which invade.
\n Success seemed so futile (the weeds had firm hold!<\/em>)
\n yet their strength helped sink deep the spade.<\/p>\n
\n was cultivation of the loam,
\n but weed seeds were planted so care became mine
\n to check them as they sought to roam.<\/p>\n
\n the whole garden I would now tend.
\n \u201cFor once they have sprouted,\u201d my father had warned,
\n \u201cyour life\u2019s weeding will have no end.\u201d
\n \u201cTare flowers are pretty but they quickly pass,\u201d
\n my mothers advice to ensure,
\n \u201cthe key to your garden is work without cease
\n that you will have blooms to endure.\u201d<\/p>\n
\n to covet or utter falsehood
\n made upsprouts of green thorns a strain on my back.
\n I laboured the shovel of good
\n and always my parents, my aides to advice,
\n exhorted upon my requests,
\n \u201cWe show you the method, your work gives the gain.
\n Beware, though, the yearnings to rest!\u201d<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0<\/h3>\n
Four<\/span><\/h5>\n
\n bore record to seasons of toil,
\n and spring rain intensity flourished the life.
\n Weed sieges (by my hand<\/em>) were foiled.<\/p>\n
\n that beauty was caused of myself.
\n My soil ingrained fingers, to me, testified
\n my shovel could rest on the shelf.
\n No need to ask questions of parents grown old,
\n to ask what I surely did know.
\n My time was exploring \u2013 to query the world! \u2013
\n I\u2019d made sure my garden would grow.<\/p>\n
\n on seeking companions to friend,
\n \u201cThe slothful love cohorts and bait with a smile
\n while overrun weeds are their end!\u201d<\/p>\n
\n and condescended to agree.
\n I humoured their worries, then strode head held high.
\n (the conqueror would reap his fee!<\/em>)<\/p>\n
\n with wonders of endless increase.
\n The carnival banter of world-wizened men
\n enticed to partake of their peace.
\n Abounding with friendships of leisure, I learned
\n my parents had worked me too hard!
\n Then alcohol magic, that secretive glow,
\n confirmed this as eloquent bard.<\/p>\n
\n my parents beseeched to forewarn.
\n \u201cYou mind your own beddings!\u201d retorted my ire,
\n \u201cI know how to keep mine from thorn!
\n For years I have laboured,\u201d resentful I spoke,
\n \u201cbecause you had said that I must,
\n but my garden prospers despite my respite
\n so I leave my shovel to rust!\u201d<\/p>\n
\n Your work has no end, there is more!\u201d
\n But I had lost interest, their words were of naught
\n and fell on the closing front door.<\/p>\n
\n I answered the world\u2019s siren call.
\n I would show my parents and those of their ilk.
\n (the garden of I would show all!)
\n Quick taken appraisal confirmed growth was well;
\n the weeds which had shown were but few.
\n At time more convenient I would tend the chore.
\n For now I would seize life anew.<\/p>\n
\n\u00a0<\/h3>\n
Five<\/span><\/h5>\n
\n I mastered in life\u2019s carnal lusts
\n discovering women who\u2019s gardens saw death
\n while my own was loam dried to dust.
\n My flowers were withered by overgrown weeds
\n and violent man became I
\n of cruel intentions disguised by my grin,
\n beset upon gardens nearby.<\/p>\n
\n I became obsessed to destroy
\n with physical bearing and weavings of mind.
\n Their sorrow was mine to enjoy.
\n And my hoping parents had bound up their eyes.
\n Unable, my garden, to see.
\n Their gifts I would profit, my beloved prey,
\n by falsehoods I served them to me.<\/p>\n
\n by innocent blood on my hands.
\n Safeguard of their gardens demanded that I
\n be held within firm penal bands.<\/p>\n
\n I ceased long ago to de-weed.
\n I laughed at the preacher within those stone walls
\n when he offered help to reseed.
\n \u201cGod will clear your garden.\u201d he told me with prayer,
\n his timid hands in holy clasp.
\n \u201cMy garden is needless,\u201d I stated resolved,
\n \u201cI need but the world in my grasp.\u201d<\/p>\n
\n content by my lusts of the flesh.
\n Unmindful of landscapes of thistle and thorn
\n (good blooms and my life would not mesh<\/em>).<\/p>\n
\n my wants were intrigued to just one:
\n with ways learned of passion, of knowledge to woo,
\n I strove until her heart was won.<\/p>\n
\n had dazzled in brilliance disguised.
\n (so many had fallen!<\/em>) Chameleon ways
\n had made all my goals realized.
\n To ensnare my lady was effort to none,
\n the victory no more than last.
\n Secured, my desire; discarded fa\u00e7ade.
\n To seed my weed flowers had passed.<\/p>\n
\n (her flowers excelled in the sun),
\n my brown, thistled garden her love had endured
\n with daughter-child garden begun.
\n I loved not my garden! How could I love theirs?!
\n Attempts to de-weed were a lie.
\n Denied my world essence her mercy had seen
\n and tear-stained note told me, \u201cGoodbye.\u201d<\/p>\n